It's like a hell

They closed my window
They created my shadow
Why they are always forbidding love
I want to understand, to see clearly, it’s above me
Because it’s like a hell
No, I swear it’s really a hell

Shall I stay suffering?
Or must I do everything
To show that I exist, that I’m not nothing
I used to close tightly the door
To make my heart blind and obscure
To cry blooded tears
Was someone here to fade away my fears?
It’s like a hell
No, I swear it’s really a hell

I became alcoholic and drunk
But my mind and soul are still blank
Darling jog to me, join me
Don’t abandon and lead me to the reality
Show me that I was wrong…
That it was a nightmare and after that I’ll be strong
Save me, you’re my love my own
No, I’m sure you won’t lay me down
Don’t leave me and make me unknown
Now that I am undone
Because it’s like a hell
No, I swear it’s really a hell

Alone and forgotten at the surface of this world
There is no one, no sound
Ghosts are around
And I became one of them
Because it’s like a hell
No, I swear it’s really a hell

I decided so…
To stop living
To stop loving
To stop everything
No one can change what I made
For this simple reason: It’s too late
As I said it’s like a hell
No, I swear it’s really a hell
And I’ll never escape from it